I mean it.
I find you harsh about yourself sometimes. You are an individual, and a good one too, you are not responsible for the actions of the others. It is brave and honest to be a race realist but you need to be happy and live too.

You have good genes in intellect and character. Once I would have advise you to find a good black man or one of those white men who want to marry a black woman (as anyway, he would marry one but at least you would make him a race realist) but now I don’t think the second part anymore because:

a) it is not fair for the (mixed) children, I think now strongly that children need an identity and to belong to the familial group, that miscegenation is hurting them the most, even if it is now promoted: I think that eventually older, it will sadden them or anger them.

b) it is not fair for yourself/family: like for all races, it is better and natural to want children that look like your parent.

c) It is not fair for your race. Your race need more like you.

d) It is not fair for us. If you really like the white race, for various reason, from being principled to being hesperophil (if I coined the word, cool), then you would want that white guy to marry a white girl and make white kids.

e) You are a race realist, not a White race realist although you are pro-white. People like you will be allies and hopefully will be the leaders of your people. Hopefully one day, the world will come back from the insanity and suicide of multiculturalism/racialism, that actually destroy diversity, that is the beautiful and needed product of thousands of years of evolution, and I hope there will be race realist nations that can live beside each others, eventually/realistically/sadly after the war(s)). That is pro-white or at least not anti-white non-whites.

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I fixed the link address, I don’t know why it was pasted wrong earlier.